hey people.. today's not a very good day.. went Malaysia like my montly rountine.. with hj and yz.. ok it was not that great.. though enjoyed the company of the 2.. :D we went to do facial first.. ok.. i admit i do facial montly k? i'm a little to the metro sexual part.. nothing wrong with that.. haha.. then went to cut my hair.. my usual hair dresser was not there today due to leave.. so i told them anyone will do.. ok.. then a transvestite was assigned to cut my hair.. i was a bit stunned to see her(him also can) cause i was a regular there and never seen that person b4.. and i thought he/she was a girl a first.. she ask me if i wanna cut my hair thinner and shorter.. i replied ah(yes).. she ask me if i only know how to say that word.. i was shocked cause that was kinda rude.. or she thought i disrespect transvestite workers.. i only disrespect those who make out in front of me.. say transvestite, gays or les.. you have my respect if you behave properly.. i said that on my second entry.. she ask me how i wanna cut it and i told her my usual ones.. end up.. she do it her way.. shave off my side burn my layer.. and cut slope at the back.. slope?? i never said that before in this 10 over years.. and the hair style was so bengish.. i got totally pissed.. i did not want to question what she was doing cause i afraid she think i disrespect again.. sat thru the whole thing was like having a part of me torn away.. 1st time i cut my hair and had such feeling.. i'm totally upset with the things she done.. my hair.. sighhh.. hj and yz said maybe she got angry.. i was thinking how can it be? i smiled and replied the questions she asked me.. spoilt my day.. ok i'll end here.. nights people..

p/s Hou jun read this you sick freak.. he tried to urine on my leg.. idiot.. haha

hey people.. i supposed to sleep at around 1+.. went to bed early cause i was very tire.. was lying down on my bed and tossing around like usual.. then received a msg from josephine.. she have not slept yet.. and it was like 3 hours pass her bed time.. haha.. guess why she could not sleep.. ok i'll tell you.. dont laugh please.. :D cause she was thinking of what to buy on wednesday.. hahaha.. 1st case i heard that someone cannot sleep cause thinking what to buy.. :D i really laughed.. :D so she asked me to call her.. guess what time we chatted to? to when people in school preparing to sing national anthem.. 7!!! :P i did not know time past that quickly.. i was super tire at 1+ but still manage to chat till 7.. some times i wonder why i got so much to say.. :P haha.. upon closing my eyes.. i doze off right away and wake up to the many sms i receive.. shag is the word to discribe.. i went to meet Brian and Ben to head to Brian's house to see a new game.. Battle for middle earth II.. cool game.. i got it too.. :D Brian played his 1.3k+ electric guitar with a 500+ amplifier that cost around 2k.. his passion.. he played and we sang.. hahaha.. had a good time.. we played pool and billard too.. i suck.. kept losing.. :( a small factor was that my stomach was groaning and i could not concentrate.. haha..no excuse davin!! what to do.. :( guess i better head to bed soon.. i'm really dead beat.. gotta go gym too tommorrow.. nights people!!

woke up at 2pm.. kinda early right.. slept at 7am.. haha.. did nothing much except went to gym with albert.. i was super pissed off.. the gym was super full.. machine are no enough of the number of people.. stupid CF.. want more people join but never think it will be so cramp and members will be so unhappy cause must wait so long for a machine.. and the changing room is so full.. how to change.. crazy one.. when showering that time.. the water like almost dripping.. full house man.. this is ridiculous.. i pay 110 per month to wait to use a machine and shower with such un ease.. pissed me off.. going gym early tommorrow so wont have to wait to use a machine.. i'm thinking now.. when school starts again.. and i'll be doing T.E.P(teaching enterprise project?) means that i'll be working in school to gain hands on knowledge.. then how to go gym.. wa lao.. sian leh.. head ache.. nights people.. :D

ok i know this may sound crazy.. but i just returned home.. is now few mins to 7am.. people in school sing Ma Re La Singapura.. i sing twinkle twinkle little stars to bed.. haha.. went fisherman village with the guys for a drink.. we stayed till quite late then head to supper/ breakfast at a kopitiam opposite Punggol park.. ok at fisherman village, we guys chat by the sea and drink.. the tide and wind were not strong today.. the sea was quite clam.. only rumble a little when big oil tanker cruise by.. Hj is crazy la.. haha.. threw a toll cart into the fishing pond with 2 chairs.. and when we sat down after toilet break.. he kept throwing the beer bottles into sea.. he have a serious problem of keep throwing things.. ok when we were leaving at around 4.. he wanted to push the whole cart that contained the plates and rubbish into the pond.. i tell you.. he is sick.. haha.. i ran in front.. but he did not cause there were some guys fishing close by at the sea.. so instead.. he threw another 2 chairs in.. the 4 chairs sank in like a ship man.. haha.. those uncles who thought that had a big catch will be sad upon the sight of their "big" catch.. chairs.. hahahaha.. he crazy one la.. always creating big excitement.. witness him threw 6 chairs in total already.. and a bicycle in school which was smack upon many fall from second storey.. ok i off to bed people.. shag.. haha.. nights.. or must i say mornings.. :D miss everyone..

hey people.. ok i did blog yesterday.. blogspot something wrong man.. haha.. ok.. i was saying i was a very good boy.. i rejected going clubbing.. omg.. it is cause my mummy want me to be home by 10pm.. haha.. who will believe that.. cause i want to study.. hahaha.. Hou jun had such a good time at MU(Music Underground).. dance dance dance.. i wanna have a dance maranthon.. anyone wanna join me?!?! i stayed at home.. played good techno and dance myself.. haha.. lousy atmosphere.. i very good boy leh.. reject an offer to club.. haha.. ok i stayed at home today.. thought wanna go visit my aunt to see my NEW COUSIN!! Yeah!! another girl!! borned on 23/3/06 6.45pm.. :D love all my cousins.. but aunt's tire.. so many people visited her.. so we decide not to disturb her and let her recuperate first.. :D i'm so excited.. wanna carry her.. wonder what's her name.. but my aunt's second child. Gaberial is still my BAO BEI!! love to see her smile and laugh.. :D i'm so happy!! ok nights people!! miss everyone!!

OK.. i got a bet for myself.. if within 2 months and a little.. by the beginning of june.. if i still dont have any sights of 6 or 8 pacs.. i will shave my head.. i mean it.. BOTAK!!

hey people today went to play steet soccer.. ok was not that fantastic.. ben's friends were not that friendly.. a bit stuck up and show off.. the sun was doing all house wifes a very good job of shining so damn brightly.. it baked us totally.. causing us to feel dehyrated quickly.. i finished about 1 and a half big bottle of h20 and even had drink after that.. super super shag.. slept while watching tv.. wanted to sleep early tonight but feels so weird.. haha.. ben's a total traitor.. went to his friend's team.. cause they trained for about 2 years already.. how can my team.. full of smokers win? first 15 mins all running fast and active.. after that.. signs of weak stamina.. haha.. ok we got thrashed.. 9-3 6-3.. lousy sia.. damn sad.. hate losing.. hope i wont get sun burn again.. it hurts man... haha.. ok i go off to bed first.. tire.. nights man!! :D

hey people.. i did nothing much today.. met hou jun at my bus stop to go to gym together.. he asked me help him buy new paper.. so i went to the econ mini mart.. saw my primary school class mate Ya Lin.. she did not really changed except more open in terms of talking to others.. she used to be so shy in primary school.. but she have a good change which is.. got prettier, she was pretty last time but now much better.. ok stop talking about her.. later people jealous.. haha.. so went to gym.. ok cool.. proper training has begun since my leg have recover.. gonna work really hard.. :D will see the results in 2 months or even earlier i hope.. know all the right techiques and what should i eat or not eat.. what work out to do.. thanks www.bodybuilding.com for all the help.. haha.. time really flies.. half way thru my holiday le.. haha.. street soccer with the guys tommorrow.. hope i dont injuried again please.. anyone wanna join us? just drop me a message or call me at 9123 4567 (not for public disply sorry.. :D) ok nights guys..

today is Sophia(one of my close ex classmate) birthday.. quite look forward to it actually.. not sure why too.. haha.. the girls went to zoo first, me and jun did not want cause we dont think it's fun.. haha.. we wanted to meet them for dinner only.. jun had an interview at tampines mall(tm), so he ask me go over early to look for him.. so i quickly went to take a shower, took 45 mins to groom myself.. comb my hair.. find matching clothes.. and put on a little make up (i'm a little metreosexual la..) haha.. then when i walk out i knew i going to sweat cause the weather been so bad.. but i still rushed so he dont have to wait.. ok when i reach there.. he told me they are having dinner at seoul garden at woodlands then ask me if i wanted to go or not.. of course la.. i spend 1 hr in total to prepare.. never in my life i prepared so long.. then he say he did not want to go cause they are so far.. i was like "what the hell?" but i remain clamed though my blood pressure did shot up.. then he ask me want to go other place i said no.. go home.. i smsed sophia to say we are unable to make it.. she say nevermind.. how sweet of her to forgive.. i went to meet Bryan for pool at amk cause i dont want to go out to meet someone for 15 min when i prepared for a hour!! jun smsed me to apologise.. i was not mad or angry.. i was just super disappointed and felt that he was wasting my time.. i told him never mind.. haha.. and that if 2 years ago he did this to me.. i would have picked a chair near me and smash it on him.. see? prove that i can control my temper and not get angry although this type deserve to be angry about.. haha.. jun you better not complain when i do it next time.. but i wont.. i'm so nice and sweet.. :D ok people.. i go watch vcds le.. Full house.. ok kinda slow right? but no one want lend me till my aunt offered.. thanks aunt jane!! i gonna watch finish real soon.. and i'm still super disappointed i prepared so long and i cant get to see someone.. sighhh..

hi all... :( super boring day today.. haha.. stayed at home do nothing much except watch tv and chat that's all.. if everyday were like that.. i will just decompose la.. haha.. yesterday sent a total of around 120 messages.. that is scary if it happens everyday.. firstly i will have to pay myself and secondly which may be more pleasant.. Davin's got a new gf.. hahaha.. sorry not commenting much about that.. because there is nothing much to talk about.. haha.. finally BIG Bryan is back from Cambodia.. wonderful time he had at there helping people and enjoying wonderful time with Lydia, his gf.. :( i'm overwhelmed with sadness and envious.. awwww... but happy for the both of them too.. i wish i can go on a 10 day holiday in a unfamiliar land with the person i love.. explore the mystery of the place together, eat other culture's food together, stroll by the beach with peace and the shoreline is clean, visit wonderful and beautiful locations, spa facial and special massage therapy together and helping each other massage at the end of the day and (content are not for people under 18 to come upon.. parent's guardian are requested) dont anyhow think la you all.. haha.. :D i promise to fulfill that very soon.. but firstly i need to have someone i love.. haha.. who is interested? send me you resume and attach your profile with lots of photos or come for the audition at fullerton hotel's function room.. hahaha.. nights people!!

hey people.. sorry nothing much to update today.. 10pm now.. i came back at 9.50.. i going out again.. hehe.. going to fisherman village at paris ris to have a drink.. sorry people.. :D will update tommorrow.. :D

hey people.. something wrong with myblog today.. nothing to do with me.. i think is due to the maintences that cause my blog to get affected in some ways.. i certainly hoped blogspot and solved that problem.. did nothing much today except for going to Hou jun's work place to "support" him.. he is certainly a bad worker(he knows why.. :D) sat down had sandwich made by Yong Zhao(my ex classmate), not bad not bad.. but you certainly can add more fillings!! :D enjoy chatting with the guys.. we can talk cock sing song play mahjong.. hahaha.. many people call me a joker or entertainer for instance.. i love to crack lame jokes to make everyone laugh.. i have an hobby.. to act poor as what my buddies say.. i really poor what.. live under amk fly pass.. opps i did it again.. :D week ends are here again.. wow.. time really flies man.. holidays are almost over.. sighhhh.. what have i done? nothing.. haven watched a movie recently.. been chilling out, gym, pool and some sports these few weeks.. kinda bored to be alone during holidays are the mind tend to wander and think of lots of rubbish.. haha.. ok getting late.. nights people!! :D

hey people.. thank everyone for their concerns.. :D need people like you guys around when i having a bad day.. did not lose my temper.. :D mastering the art of controling it le.. alway good to control one temper.. too hot headed will get you to trouble.. trust me i know it best.. :D been very long since i snapped and went berserk.. no one want to come near me when this happens.. my best friends withness it first hand many times and non of them like it one bit.. but still very sad about my results.. :( never mind as everyone say.. still have 2 more years.. going to beat everyone hands up.. :D mark my words people!! joking la.. haha.. super tire today.. maybe is because of my monkey cousin staying over.. haha.. when i wrote that he say thank you.. monkeys are clever.. hahaha... simply love kids.. but will not have 1 myself.. will talk about that next time.. ok nights people.. let my little monkey use.. :D

SAD!! SUPER SAD

hey people.. how's your result for those who just got their? good?? for me is super bad.. i farking(i rarely swear here but i never spell the word out) got 4 Cs!! can anyone believe it?? i worked bloody hard for it.. ok i admit.. for all the tests which is worth 40% i screwed.. what can i do? i got a damn depression at that time.. go school sleep.. lecture hall sleep or talk same goes for tutorial.. no one know of my pain inside at that bloody point of time.. totally regret my past.. full of pains and sorrows.. when i saw 4Cs i was like.. fainting.. i want to scream but my cousin here.. i had such high hopes.. guess the saying is right.. "the higher hope one have.. the greater he falls" my parents expect me to do well.. how am i going to break this to them? i seriously do not know.. they'll be so disappointed.. man.. i need a damn beer now.. want to smash my head against the wall.. want to cry.. going crazy soon.. anyone for a beer?? please please contact me.. i drink with you till the last damn drop.. :D <-- friends say dont give a bitter smile.. is kinda scary.. if only i had tears.. realise they are gone.. sighhhhh.. haizzzz... anyone lend me their shoulder to lie on?? hope "you" will respond to this and make me feel better.. sorry for the swearing.. i just cant help me.. the nicest i can put it.. :D nights people.. :D

Hey people!! how's the holiday been for some of you? great i hope.. :D went to my friend's place to stay over.. drink, mahjong and watched a war movie.. thanks sherm for putting us up.. went there till 4pm then went back.. kieth my primary 3 cousin came over to stay tonight.. haha.. he came really early in the morning but he had cartoon network to entertain him.. just now so funny.. when i was carrying my dumb bells.. he went to take a 2.5 kg and followed me.. my closest cousin but he is only p3.. haha.. gonna watch over him and his 2 sisters like my very own brother and sisters.. kieth is the eldest.. second is my mother adopted daughter (kylie) last but not least kate(we call her baby too cause she's the youngest".. will make sure they grow up and be good people.. cause their poor mother single handlely bring them up.. poor aunt pat.. :( i try to do my part by baby sitting these monkeys when ever i could.. :D just love they all.. keith gonna kick me off my bed today and snore real loudly.. :D have a wonderful night people.. :D

Hey people.. super lousy weather.. so super humid.. hate it like this.. after showering finish.. a while later sweat le.. eeeekks.. i going out for a soccer game.. hope no one kick the ball to my teeth or i will pound on the guy and break every teeth in his mouth.. you think i'm joking?? indeed i am.. haha.. i'll only break 1.. hahaha.. see ya guys tonight.. :D


hand in hand
heart to heart
we stroll in the park
you were tire so i piggy back you
down i ran against the wind
we stopped and rest on a bench
like our temporary love nest
the wind blew hard
fragance of your hair were all around
i tucked your hair behind your ears
just to see your happy face
we connected eye to eye
velocity sparked images of
forever burning love in our eyes
the wind howled hard
i pulled you close into my arms
sheltering you from the cold
like a blanket that gives you warmth
the stars were sparkling bright
spread apart like the shape of my heart
you lied on my chest
hoping to hear my heart beat
it beats your name constantly
my fingers combed thru your hair
and i pecked your fore head
you put your arms around me
kissed me on the lips
we begin kissing passionately
none willing to stop for air
we grasped for airlook into the night
where a shooting star shot pass by
we quickly made a wish
i wonder what your's were
i wanted you by my side for eternality
will you fulfill it for me?
or are you gonna leave me someday?

Toothless??


People.. i'm super sad today!! sighhh.. went to the dentist.. he said my roots are infected cause of the structure of my teeth when i was young.. got a hole then the bacteria acummulated till now.. he say can have 2 options.. 1) do root canal treatment.. a treatment to open my gum and clean it.. it cost $350 and above.. and it does not have a high success rate cause it may crack anytime.. oh ya.. did i mention it will HURT LIKE HELL!!! 2) extract my tooth.. what?!??! i go BO GAY(toothless) when i haven even 18?!?! HELP ME!! why do i deserve such torture? sec 3 my gum swollen till so big.. hurt till tears rowed down.. the dentist gave me 4 different type of medication.. 6 tablets 1 time.. faint.. is so swollen and red.. when touched it hurts super much.. sighhhh.. 5 days to decide what to do.. if i become BO GAY.. please dont laugh at me people.. i so poor thing already.. :(

Hey people.. sorry for such a late entry.. went my 2nd aunt's house for dinner.. she cooked 3 steaks for me.. :D yummy.. played with my toddler cousins, miss them so much.. especially my bao bei.. when i sat beside where she was sleeping she suddenly woke up and cry.. everyone blame me for waking her.. :( i was innocent!! i where will disturb my bao bei?? dote on her so much although she sticks to my uncle like glue.. :( hope when she gets older she will let others carry.. everytime i carry her she will go "daddy where?? i want daddy.." poor me cant even carry my bao bei.. she is so adorable!! so cute!! around 10.30 left my aunt's place at Selatar by the way.. ask my mum to send me to Jalan Kayu(JK) to meet Hou jun and Jason.. was an hour late.. we used to alway go there slack have teh(tea) and talk cock sing song.. haha.. but wanted to watch soccer so we shifted to the pub beside.. could not drink beer as my tooth hurts big time!! so pain!! dentist first thing in the morning.. have volleyball practise with my old boys combined with CCHS old boys.. forming a team.. a really strong one to compete in the under 19 this year.. 2 am now.. gotta take a shower and rest people.. enjoy your family day tommorrow!! :D

Suntec IT Fair

I'm back people!! The IT fair was not that exciting kinda bland this time.. even before i stepped in.. out in the crowd someone shout "Davin!!" i got shocked.. then i saw my ex class mate.. she working there.. after i turn around another " Davin!!" it was Yi rong my class mate for year 1 with her friend.. i was like huh?!?! saw 2 person before i even enter.. haha.. went in to take a look.. the girls were not that pretty.. guys? needless to say.. if i work then got a hunk.. opps.. =P only some models in skimpy clothes look more appealing.. like duh right? haha.. many friends worked there.. colleauges from Ben Q Siemens were selling our new phones.. jia you people!! saw another 2 class mates.. Rong2 and Yvonne.. could not find my other group of guys cause they had no time tell me where their booth were.. before leaving saw some guys same course as me and Albert heard they saying while pointing at me "that guy from NYP right?!" wow.. did not know go look at new gadgets also can see so many familiar faces.. :D Gonna celebrate my kor birthday tommorrow at my aunt's house.. he will be 19 soon.. me?!?! have not even 18!! sad!! no lincese to do many things yet.. :(

hey people.. i'm going to the sun tec IT fair with albert soon.. before i go.. leave a poem for you guys.. :D some of you have read it before.. but for others please wait for the new one.. :D be back tonight for more!! :D


as the sun begins to set
from the water of the horizon
reflects the memories that we had


countless days we spent here by the bay
slowly awaiting for the approaching nightlove birds stream in like how we did
waiting for the moment to arrive
when the moon shines love onto everyone


can you hear what my heart wants to say?
can you feel the love deep inside?
can i have you here all night longtill the dawn breaks the dusk


sadness filled me now that i am alone
wishing we were still together here
i yearn for you to come backright where you belong


all i can do now is dream
dream of the days we spent
when the moon shone
this time not love but emptiness on me
tears rowed down like the sea below
flowing endlessly and aimlessly
something i deserve for not cherishing
the love i had all along


i kneeled down on my knees
pray to god to forgive me
"God please return my love!!"i will do anything
just for her to come to me
a lightning struck
a thunder roared


rain poured down constantly
like my tears almostly
i promised never to let her go
i lied face down on the floor
crying harder than before
rain above me suddenly stopped
an umberalla over my head
i wonder who it could be
rubbed my eyes hard twice
could not believe what i see
you were right in front of me
sheltering me from god's punishment
is this real or just a dream?
somebody please tell me!?!

sorry people.. not in the mood to blog much right now.. really pissed off with the management of CF(California Fitness).. bunch of blood and money sucking creatures.. the manager make me sign a contract i never say i want to and raise his voice and reply rudely to me even when he is wrong.. he said.. "$340 only what.. you dont want that's your problem.. what you want now?!" is this how you address a customer when you are wrong.. terrible training he had.. some more manager.. screw you freak!! made me pissed off the whole day.. hope something will make me smile.. another sad thing.. brian left for Cambodia.. sad cause 10 days without him.. gonna miss him.. enjoy your mission trip with lydia!! :D 3.10am le.. i continue tonight.. nights people!!

Homosexuals

going to gym soon.. :D many people say I'm crazy cause I go almost everyday.. I pay $110 a month people!! And I having holidays.. First few days we go out spend so much.. The rest of the week we are broke.. haha.. So might as well do something constructive and go gym.. Build up my lost muscles and shred some fats I gained over the period which I had semi depression.. haha.. Everyday walk to gym in town.. Will get to see many different sights daily.. Some weirdos in funny dressings.. Some handsome hunks or some cute babes.. But a rare sight cause everyone say my standard so high.. :D hahaha.. And my gym which is California fitness is filled with homosexual.. I'm not against them.. Serious.. But some times their actions just make me turn off.. If they behave properly and normally I wont mind but some actions are just unacceptable in this free to speak up society.. I know some really good looking gays.. They're nice people.. The top percentage of guys that are goods are normally gays.. Why they wanna be gay? Simple.. Some few a woman inside.. Some love the sight of their own gender.. Some don't dare explore females.. Some get hurt by failed r/s with females that turn them to their own kind, "man".. Sometimes I sympathy them.. Cause they get laughed at or are constantly use in jokes.. But they are really nice people.. Of course in every groups are black sheeps.. So people next time you see gays.. Show some respect unless they don't give you by holding hands or behaving intimately in front of you.. 1 thing I cant stand is lesbians.. :D don't say I bias but les are really going overboard.. Showing their affections in public is a total nono.. And those "bfs" they bind their breast so as to look like chest.. They must spare a thought for their future.. They want to stay like this forever? One thing I really salute them is their hair styles are brilliant, stylish.. But again.. Not all of them are bad but they some just never spare a thought for others who are straight minded and anti- homosexual.. Oh yah.. Biggest point why most of my guys' friends hate them is because they get all the pretty girl and we have less choices.. hahaha!! :D continue tonight people.. About my family and buddys.. :D

Hey people.. i'm back!!! Stopped blogging 3 years ago when i was in sec 3 due to the thought that blog was ridiculous.. :D I decided to come back for good as this blog will enable me to pour my thoughts, poems, experiences and problems to friends and to people who i might not even know.. people may hate me for what i say but most certainly will like it and agree with me.. :D people who dislike me or my thoughts and saying dont have to voice their unhappiness here.. i've no interest to care about it at all :D.. by posting such things like tags in my blog is just plain childishness and shows you dont have a sense of pride.. haha.. i'll try my best to update everyday but when those days when i've nothing to write or just too tire, then i have to say sorry if you are a fan of my blog and read it daily.. haha.. will start actual posting really soon.. :D take care everyone!!!